Please know its nothing of importance.

I love that dern boy and I had missed his stories…it had been too long since I heard that voice.

How do you look yourself in the mirror everyday knowing that you will be the reason someone will be crushed? You keep pushing them more and more, making them fall harder and faster… You know deep down though you wont stick around, at least you dont really plan on doing so. I mean when have you ever stuck around..? This person is so madly in love with you, they are completely vulnerable and would give anything to please you. You know though you are going walk away, it is just taking some time to let them down… because well, you are scared to…. I care about this person more than anything. I hate that I will hurt them oneday when I get to courage to walk away but I also hate that everyday I cant return the feelings they have for me.. that is what hurts more than anything. Even more than any heartbreak I have ever felt.